Solitude (a poem)

-by Denise Boivin-Iassogna

When you look for me where shall I be? 

Find me upon the river at dawn.

I shall be there in the heron’s perch, 

The eagle’s hilltop nest among the cliffs.

As I leave my troubles on the dock

I push off into the mist.

The fog dissipates as it swallows my form.

I vanish into the unknown.

The familiar course

Reveals herself new to me each time I embark

Upon these muddy waters.

I shall be one with the sun’s rays breaking over the horizon

This morning, every morning

They greet me as I glide upon the shimmering surface

Gazing back toward the future.

These eyes have seen many sunrises 

The river my faithful companion.

The world has yet to awaken

Yet I am here.

I glance back to steer my path

Starboard and port

As I gaze forward into the past.

Heaven is my canvas as I paint the glossy surface below.

My strength, my honor, my courage

My pent-up existence

All left behind in my wake.

Find me in the breath of the river,

The whisper of the pines along her banks.

The egret, the deer, and the beaver

My companions as we witness 

The geese in formation 

Pointing us true north along this path.

I am one with my craft, 

The water my passageway

Each stroke a measure towards salvation.

Gentle pools glide over the blades.

The symphonic beat of the oarlocks 

Become the percussive accompaniment

To this operatic symphony

This melodic catch and release.

When you look for me where shall I be? 

I will be in the perfection of the swing

The muscles which ache in the youth who fly by 

In their strong determined strides.

I will be the chilled breath of the vapors on the Chattahoochee

Her muddy waters my haven.

I will be in the camaraderie of those who row my eight,

Those who have come before me,

And those who will follow.

I have returned here through turmoil and strife, 

Yet these moments

Tranquil and serene,

Strength, sweat, power, force

All unite with determined elegance.

I close my eyes for just a moment

To feel of the run of the boat.

I glide toward tranquility

I have found my stride.

I am flying.

So many secrets 

I have witnessed along this journey.

All my days here.

Morning, twilight, dusk

The rower’s paradise.

Tandem strokes

In unison.

When you look for me where shall I be? 

Find me upon the river at twilight.

I shall be in the billowing clouds of her evening sky 

Painting a kaleidoscope of colors.

Steadying the course.

This is my Solitude

My journey.

The river has welcomed me home.

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